The New Testament word for “repent” means to turn around—we
turn away from sin and toward God. Dr. Henry Brandt defined a five-part process
of repentance. Each of the parts of the process can be summarized in a
particular prayer offered to God. The five prayers are progressively more
difficult to say and to mean, but each is a vital part of repentance.
Prayer 1:
“God, I am wrong.”
Repentance begins with acknowledging before God that we have
willfully violated his holy standards. We must understand what we have done
wrong and we must admit it to God.
The little word “I” that begins this prayer is more
important than its size might lead one to expect.
Some of us might be too quick to feel guilty or to feel more
guilty than we deserve. Many others of us, however, have a tendency to look
around for someone else to shift our blame onto. Blame shifting will never do.
Others may be at fault too, but we have to admit our own part in the
wrongdoing. We pray, “I am wrong.”
The word “wrong” is important too. What we are talking about
is sin. If we have broken the law of God, it is not an “error in judgment,” a
“peccadillo,” or a “misdemeanor.” We stand in the position of a wrongdoer
before God.
Without knowing ourselves as sinners, we either will not see
a need to repent or else any supposed “repentance” of ours will be a selfish
attempt to manipulate God. It is not enough to say, “I messed up” or “I lost my
head”; we have to say, “I am wrong.”
The apostle John implied the importance of acknowledging our wrongdoing when he wrote, “If we claim we have not sinned, we are calling God a liar and showing that His word has no place in our hearts” (1 John 1:10, NLT).
Prayer 2:
“God, I am sorry.”
Admitting wrongdoing (the first prayer) is no easy thing.
Yet there are any number of reasons why someone might admit to doing wrong
without really being sorry for it. A person might mean to go back to wrongdoing
as soon as it is convenient—that is not being sorry. Or a person might be sorry
for getting caught but not be sorry for the sin itself. Or someone might be
sorry about hurting other people but have no sense of having grieved God.
A lack of sorrow over one’s sin is revealed when we begin to
make excuses. However, contrary to excuses, repentance requires us to feel
truly sorry for what we have done and to say so to God.
We live in a society that places a high value on feeling good as much as possible. But when we have sinned, it is appropriate to meditate on how we have hurt ourselves, other people, and God by what we have done. In other words, that is the time to let ourselves feel the bad feelings for a while. As the apostle James urged his readers, “Let there be tears for the wrong things you have done. Let there be sorrow and gloom and deep grief. Let there be sadness instead of laughter, and gloom instead of joy” (James 4:9, NLT).
Did you know that feeling remorse for sin is a lot like
grieving a loved one’s death? We see this, for instance, in one of Jesus’s
parables when a repentant tax collector “beat his chest in sorrow, saying, ‘O
God, be merciful to me, for I am a sinner’” (Luke 18:13, NLT). Beating one’s
chest was an extraordinary sign of mourning in Hebrew culture. The only other
time it is mentioned in the New Testament is when Jesus’s friends “beat their
breasts” at His death (Luke 23:48, NIV). Just so deep should be our grief over
the way we have let down God with our sin.
When we sense the true gravity of what we have done, we are
ready not just to admit our sin but also to tell God we are sorry—and mean it.
Certainly we do not want to overdo our sorrow over sin, groveling in it and
refusing to get past it; nevertheless, feeling remorse is an important stage to
pass through. This sort of sorrow over our sin is what Paul was referring to
when he said, “God can use sorrow in our lives to help us turn away from sin
and seek salvation. We will never regret that kind of sorrow” (2 Corinthians
7:10, NLT).
Prayer 3: “God,
forgive me.”
Once people feel the full weight of what they have done by
their sin, they often move into fix-it mode. They want to do a greater amount
of good than the harm they have done. Or they want to penalize themselves in
some way, as if they could in that way pay for their wrongdoing. Some people
would like the third prayer of repentance to be “God, watch me make up for what
I have done.” But no, that will not do. All such efforts must be futile. We can
only go to God in faith and plead, “Forgive me.”
God’s forgiveness is an extraordinary thing. Because of His
unmatched love, it comes as a free gift to those who are prepared to humble
themselves before Him. One person, indeed, did have to pay for sin (other
people’s sin)—that was Christ dying on the cross. Now He has the power to
forgive our sins when we turn to Him in repentance. Freely He grants this
forgiveness.
The sacrificial system of the Old Testament era offered a
set of rituals by which one could seek forgiveness. But as the book of Hebrews
says, in Christ we have a better way. “He came once for all time, at the end of
the age, to remove the power of sin forever by His sacrificial death for us”
(Hebrews 9:26, NLT). The work has been done. All we have to do is ask for
forgiveness, and it will be given to us. Our guilt is gone!
The prayer for forgiveness is so important that Jesus made
it a part of the model prayer He gave us: “Forgive us our sins” (Matthew 6:12).
As often as we need to pray this, we can pray it. And as often as we do pray it
in sincerity, God will grant our request for the sake of Christ.
John expressed the free nature of Christ’s forgiveness of sin when he wrote, “If we confess our sins to Him, He is faithful and just to forgive us and to cleanse us from every wrong” (1 John 1:9, NLT).
Prayer 4:
“God, cleanse me.”
We are all sinners and none of us can remove the spiritually
staining effects of our sin. We need the supernatural operation of the Holy
Spirit to wash us clean, spiritually, when we repent. “God, cleanse me,” we
pray. And He says, “I will!” Yet some do not want to proceed to this stage of
repentance.
Here is the Lord’s promise to all who sense themselves blemished by their sinful wrongs and desire to be cleansed: “No matter how deep the stain of your sins, I can remove it. I can make you as clean as freshly fallen snow. Even if you are stained as red as crimson, I can make you as white as wool” (Isaiah 1:18, NLT).
King David understood the need for cleansing from sin. After
his sin of adultery with Bathsheba, he composed Psalm 51 as a hymn pleading for
purification on the basis of his “broken and repentant heart” (verse 17). He
invited God to purify him with hyssop and wash him “whiter than snow” (verse
7). He asked God to create in him “a clean heart” and renew in him “a right
spirit” (verse 10). The opening of the psalm runs like this:
“Have mercy on me, O God, because of your unfailing love. Because of your great compassion, blot out the stain of my sins. Wash me clean from my guilt. Purify me from my sin.” (Psalm 51:1-2, NLT)
There is no better feeling than to know you are purified and
able to stand before a pure and holy God.
Prayer 5:
“God, empower me.”
When we pray for cleansing, we are asking for the spiritual
effects of our past sin to be wiped away. When we pray for empowerment, on the
other hand, we are asking for God’s help to avoid a repetition of our sin in
the future. This is the fifth and last prayer in the process of repentance.
As we have said, the five prayers of repentance are
progressively more difficult to say and to mean. So if we successfully make it
through the fifth prayer, we can know that our repentance is complete. That’s
because to say “Empower me” is to admit that we need God’s help if we are to
remain clean after our repentance. Humility opens us up to every grace.
Particularly for the self-reliant type of person, the
temptation is strong to try to remain pure through self-control alone. And of
course, an exertion of our will is important in avoiding sin; we have our part
to play. But in the end it is Christ’s power, through the Spirit whom He has
sent us, that will enable us to walk away from sin. The power of sin, no matter
how great it may seem to us, is no match for the power of God.
The apostle Paul, suffering from a “thorn in the flesh,”
prayed for deliverance. God responded by assuring the apostle, “My gracious
favor is all you need. My power works best in your weakness.”
Paul was then able to declare, “Now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses…For when I am weak, then I am strong” (2 Corinthians 12:9-10, NLT). Perhaps recalling this experience of strength in weakness, on another occasion, Paul declared that we believers have available to us “the same mighty power that raised Christ from the dead” (Ephesians 1:19-20, NLT). This resurrection power is the mighty power that we have experienced many times—and that you can experience too.
“The power of the life-giving Spirit has freed you through Christ Jesus from the power of sin that leads to death” (Romans 8:2, NLT). Believe it!
Doing
Business with God
Having identified the five prayers, we want to make sure we
have not left a false impression with you.
While each of the five prayers represents a crucial part of
repentance, we have to remember that repentance is not a mechanical process but
rather a personal process and a spiritual process. In practice, the different
aspects of repentance blend into a single spiritual turnaround. Thus each of us
needs to approach repentance within the context of an honest, ongoing relationship
with God.
And since this process takes place within a relationship, it is not one-sided; God has a role in our repentance too. We can be certain that if we are sorry for our sin and want to embrace God, He will embrace us in return. “The Lord your God is gracious and merciful. If you return to Him, He will not continue to turn His face from you” (2 Chronicles 30:9, NLT).
Isn’t repentance a marvelous gift of God? He knows we will
do wrong, and our sin hurts Him, but He loves us so much that He provides the
means to repair the relationship existing between us. Repentance becomes a
decisive step in enabling us to resist the temptations that trouble us.
Still, there is one more aspect to turning from our sin that
we must consider. It is the companion to repentance and the result of spiritual
breathing: apologizing to others.
Saying We
Are Sorry
Just as we need to make things right with God, so we need to try to make things right with those whom we have hurt by our sin. In fact, Jesus said that reconciliation is so important that it is worth interrupting worship for. “If you are standing before the altar in the Temple, offering a sacrifice to God, and you suddenly remember that someone has something against you, leave your sacrifice there beside the altar. Go and be reconciled to that person. Then come and offer your sacrifice to God” (Matthew 5:23-24, NLT).
Unlike in our relationship with God, we do not repent to
other people when we have wronged them by our sin. But we do apologize to them.
The same humble attitude is required whether we are healing our relationship
with God or healing our relationships with other people.
We can take the first three prayers of repentance (“I am
wrong,” “I am sorry,” “Forgive me”) and turn them into statements of contrition
to use with other people. Someone who has gossiped about a friend, for example,
can go to the friend and say, “I have wronged you by telling stories about you
behind your back. I am sorry for that. Please forgive me.”
Of course, when we apologize like this, we do not have
control over how the other person will react. For our part, we open the door to
reconciliation. Perhaps the other person will slam it in our face, or perhaps
he or she will step through. All we can do is be ready to embrace the other if
we get permission.
And then, along with reconciliation, another part of making
things right is restitution.
When a crooked tax collector named Zacchaeus put his faith in Jesus, he volunteered, “I will give half my wealth to the poor, Lord, and if I have overcharged people on their taxes, I will give them back four times as much!” (Luke 19:8). Perhaps Zacchaeus was inspired by provisions of the Old Testament law stipulating that thieves were to pay back two or more times what they stole (see Exodus 22:1-4).
Thievery provides a clear-cut measurement for restitution:
if I have stolen a thousand dollars, I need to return the thousand dollars—if
not more. With other kinds of sin, the restitution may not be so easy to
measure. But that does not mean we cannot still find ways to make amends.
We can set the stage for the Holy Spirit to heal the damage
our sin has done to other people and to our relationships with them. Along the
way, we will also be completing our duty toward God, who cares not only about
how our sin has affected Him but also about how it has affected others. In this
way, making things right with others can be considered a part of our repentance
to God.
[This article is from chapter 5 of Soul Prescription
by Bill Bright and Henry Brandt.]
